IF Only..

I've loved you since I met you.. but I wouldn't allow myself to truly feel it until today. I was always thinking ahead. Making decisions out of fear. Today, because of what I learned from you.. every choice I made was different and my life has completely changed. And I've learned that if you do that, you're living life fully. It doesn't matter if you have five minutes or fifty years. Samantha, if not for today, if not for you.. I would never have known love at all. So thank you for being the person who taught me to love and to be loved.

2009년 3월 2일 월요일

Binge drinking..

I have had one too many these days..This must be wrong. I have got to cut back on my drinking before my system gives any sings of malfunction. Going on a binge drinking for five consecutive days gives me hard times. No more pains for me..However, I have got another appointment that forces me to drink. Hew...................What do I have to do??????????????

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