IF Only..

I've loved you since I met you.. but I wouldn't allow myself to truly feel it until today. I was always thinking ahead. Making decisions out of fear. Today, because of what I learned from you.. every choice I made was different and my life has completely changed. And I've learned that if you do that, you're living life fully. It doesn't matter if you have five minutes or fifty years. Samantha, if not for today, if not for you.. I would never have known love at all. So thank you for being the person who taught me to love and to be loved.

2009년 2월 21일 토요일

Going into a missing frenzy..

I am listening to a music which reminds me of my past years where I miss them so much that it feels like I am going to burst into tears now. Righ now I am missing the time when I was a freshman at CAU in which 영호, 현중, 진현, 귀한, 종률, 요한, 창현 are existed comtemporarily with me at the same place dubbed as Chung-Ang University. I want to see them very much. I do not seem to withstand this emotional outpouring tonight. It reaffirms that they represent so much to me that it feels as if I could not pass a day without stopping for a moment to think about them. I must feel bereft at this moment. I love you guys..dearly..
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